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Monday, April 18, 2011
This place is just not going to be the same without you...
But it’s not the end, it’s just the start
Of new friendships and laughter, of which, we are all going to be a part
New paths you will tread in the years ahead
The strife and travail you will forget
All that will remain are moments like these
Which you will forever cherish
Moments where nothing but happiness prevailed
Unbridled joy and dreams uncurtailed.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Every little jump is lesser than the leap I planned,
With every step I am going a little deeper in the sand.
Every bit of effort seems to be taking me further away,
Its getting quite hard to not let my morale sway.
Ah! How nice it would be to give it all up,
To, curl up, with a book and steaming coffee cup.
It’s hard to persuade myself, to cajole,
To tell myself, just a few more steps and you will reach your goal.
But, just when you think you have finally reached,
You find that the rules of the game have been breached.
And then you end up wondering if dedicated work really matters,
Because now you see that your dreams are in tatters.
So now, do you pick up the fragments and try to stitch what was torn?
Or do you, just let them be and then move on?
Lost, I find myself in this stormy sea called life,
To have a dream again is what fills my heart with strife.
Friday, February 5, 2010
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“Am getting tired of this…” she thought…
If this is not hell then what is? Life could not get any worse than this right?...
It was her 25th birthday… a quarter of her life already spent out… supposed to be a mile stone… “But, a mile stone, indicating what? Failure? Compromise? Or 25 yrs of loneliness?
Due to utter laziness and stupidity in her past, she had failed to get into a profession she truly loved… now she was stuck with dissatisfaction all throughout her life…. and the worst part was, there was nobody she could blame this whole mess for…. not even God! She was well and truly responsible for the way her life now was… Could she change everything? ’What if …‘Could she turn around and start doing the thing she loved? After all Raju and Farhan in 3 Idiots did it!
“Come on!!! Get real… It’s all well and good to show such things on reel life, but in real life…? What is it that you want to do? At the age of 25 you want to start doing your heart’s desire? Logically speaking it will take you around 9 yrs to finish the studies of that field... And, another 2-3 yrs, to get established. You will start your career at the age of 38? And ... You don’t have Rancho beside you to egg you on…!” She went on talking to herself…
She stood in front of the mirror and looked at the person in it…. “This is definitely not how imagined myself to be at 25” she thought miserably…
The person in the mirror looked- angered with what life had thrown at her and with what she had thrown herself into… defeated by how easily she had given up on herself… empty and lonely with hollowness the so called friends had left behind…. lost by not knowing how to move ahead and not finding anybody to help her with it… NO…. definitely not the way she had envisioned herself…
All her strength had seeped out of her and she slumped into the chair… and there she remained for hours together... not moving a muscle… only her mind racing on… thinking…. not hearing anything, totally disconnected with outside world….
“Now that you have finally realized that thoughts of pursuing any other profession is out of question… gather yourself and think about how you can bring some happiness into your life.” she thought to herself….
“You are driving yourself crazy this way… everyday you sit and whine and weep… curse your stars… say life is unfair… But have you ever done any active effort in getting yourself out of this muck. The fault lies in you. Not in your stars, not in your profession, not with your brains. The fault lies in your lack of will power. Period. You never did well because what you did was not driven by passion for your work but rather driven by fear. Fear that you had developed by listening to what people had to say. Every time they said they are confident that you would succeed your fear went up another notch. “What if?” What if I fail? How will I face them?? Never once did it occur to you “What if” you succeeded??? Instead of putting your energy into succeeding you put your energy into whining, moaning, groaning about how they are all putting unnecessary pressure on you.” on and on went the voice in her ears.
“You are right” she told that voice. She smiled to herself at how simple an answer it was! What if I start taking positively all the confidence shown? May be they are right, may be I Can do it… may be all I need is good dose of self confidence… What if then? “Then I turn my life completely around” she thought resolutely.
It was dawn when she opened her eyes. The first rays of the sun were beginning to emerge out of the clouds. She recalled the words of William Irwin Thompson that had given her the new attitude towards life:
“If you do not create your destiny, your fate will be inflicted upon you”
She stood up with the newly found will and moved on.
Friday, December 25, 2009
A lonely little girl lost in the woods,
By both darkness and light, surrounded she stood.
She got spooked by sounds and sights, real and illusionary,
A mocking laughter, a fleeting shadow, of which, she grew wary.
A couple of paths out of the woods she could see,
Which one to follow, she just could not perceive.
She closed her eyes and said to herself,
“Listen to your heart, it will show you the way!”.
Choose the path on the right, her heart then told,
And then let the experience unfold.
The path chosen was the toughest, she saw to her dismay!
Full, of thorns and bristles, ready, to obstruct her way.
But on she went, no matter what,
And finally came out to the place she had sought.
Tired and worn, yet with a song in her heart,
She came to see ‘Life’ and ‘Woods’ were not much apart!
Friday, December 18, 2009
Note: This was the first poem ever written by me at an age of 18. This was written before I started moving towards atheism.. I have posted it just for the fun of it, as I happened to come across it…..
As despondent as a person might seem,
There is always a way to bring back the forsaken zeal.
By reminding him that this life is all a dream!
A dream! Yes!
A dream from which we shall all awake,
To find ourselves in a place,
From where when we see,
All these despondencies,
It shall all look like trivial matter indeed!
For then, the real despondency shall sink in,
Of wasting this precious life on earth.!
The life in which amidst all the material pleasure,
We forget, all about the real task.
To accomplish which we came on earth.
We came on earth, to get closer to Him.
To become one with the one!!!
There, when, back from life on earth,
We find ourselves,
Much further away from Him, Than ever before!!!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
I do not want to live, just to exist,
I want to try and try and persist.
Persist on achieving my dreams,
Though I know how unrealistic it seems!
There seem to be a lot of the kind in town,
Who say “If I can’t reach you, I’ll pull you down!”
Look around you, very few you will find,
People, belonging, to the encouraging kind.
God, Fate, is the reason they give.
For the defeat, with which, they are forced to live.
I wonder has it ever occurred to them,
That it’s they, not anybody else, to be condemned?!
It’s our life, not anybody else’s
When will they all come to their senses?
It’s on me and my faith on my ability that I want to rely,
And it’s not mediocrity, with which, that am going to comply.
It’s my dreams that I want to realize,
For the joy and content it will bring to my life.
And one day,I would like to look back and say,
I had given my best to each and every day.